The Wounded Cow

Wounded Cow

Annalise (6yrs): Mommy, I made this for you!

Me: Awww, thank you! It’s a cute cow.

Annalise: It’s you. Keep it by your bed every night.

Me: Oh …. Okay….

Annalise: You see how her back legs are torn and then re-attached?

Me: Yeah, did you accidentally do that? It’s okay! I still like her.

Annalise: No, Mommy. You don’t understand.

Me: No?

Annalise: She’s been wounded. She’ll never walk right. God let that happen to her.

Me: He did?

Annalise: Yes, but not because He doesn’t love her. See? He’s smiling. He has his big, long arms wrapped around her. He helps her keep walking.

Me: Why doesn’t He heal her all the way?

Annalise: Nobody knows for sure. But I have two really good guesses. First, He wants the cow to remember she needs His love to keep going. Every time it hurts, she remembers Him and feels His arms.

Me: That’s a good guess. What’s your second one?

Annalise: He wants her to see her own wound, every day, and then let that help her find others who are wounded. Then she can really see them and help them. Every time it hurts more, she tries to love more.

❤️

About Christi

I am a single mother with two young daughters who are the world to me. I am a philosophy professor, especially fond of Kierkegaard and Augustine. Presently, I teach as an adjunct at a plethora of colleges in the Houston area, trying to make ends meet. Creating art brings me immense joy, but only recently have I begun to venture into the arena of making my creations a consumer commodity. I'd rather my work be created as a good in itself, and given to those I love. But necessity breeds invention, they say, and human beings have to eat.
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